So I started to try early. Telling her I missed her. After a long day I offered to cook her dinner. As 9pm became 10. Then 11. I asked her to just be next to me. It annoyed her. Called me a baby as I protested. All I wanted to do was be with the one I loved. Now? Her daughter (as usual) is in our bed and I'm alone and lonely on the couch. I love her. But she doesn't get how hard she is pushing me away. My paycheck is gone and until next payday I'm useless to her. I feel used alone and lonely. I'm 43 years old and need some kind of attention. I rarely get a kiss anymore. No matter how hard I try I get the big fuck you and if I protest I'm a baby. She will never realize that she's pushing me to emotionally cheat on her. And that's always her biggest fear. Why? I think she knows she's neglecting me. This is my second long term thing. I'm trying to get it right this time. Told I'm always wrong though. Mary. You're pushing me away. You're so wrapped up in you're self righteousness that if I complain you call me names and berate me. You should know me by now. If I reach that breaking point I'll disappear and you will never hear from me again. I know that's not what you desire. But a man can only take so much

She better wake up before she loses you. I would make listen to you, pour your heart out to her so she knows how you feel and where you stand if nothing changes then she will know why you are leaving. Tell her you want what you had when you fell in love. If she doesn't want to hear it . Save yourself the heartache and leave.

She better wake up before she loses you. I would make listen to you, pour your heart out to her so she knows how you feel and where you stand if nothing changes then she will know why you are leaving. Tell her you want what you had when you fell in love. If she doesn't want to hear it . Save yourself the heartache and leave.