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Hello there Everybody, I'm very mad.... and hurt... when people lie. let me give you a story of a fantasy life...My name is Doug.The creator of this Website.I was in love with this women,(Still am). I Was married to this women..(Oh can't say here name).....that bitch problem sue me for slander.But put, two and two together.....!!!!!Back to why i mad....Married for 25 yrs.well 20 were good,last 5 sh//t.Well i meet this other women.her name was Kelly.... I don't think Kelly would mind.I started to spend more and more time with other women(Kelly)...Black hair,blue eyes,and she was only 28 yrs old....I'm 50 yrs... This was great,older man with this younger women.She talked to me. Listen,party with me and so on.....(LET YOUR MIND DO THE REST).... My marriage really went down hill...QUICK TOO. Needless to say i got a break,left,got divorce.and lived haply ever after. End of story...WRONG....THIS CHICK WAS WORSE...The only thing she wanted to do was get high,drink.stay up all night....guys looking, she talking to them... Oh boy...WHAT THE F**K HAPPEN....I left the pot right into the fire...Now turn into a full time babysitter......I told you that this was a fantasy story.Don't worry not done yet. Well bye now I'm second guessing my decision,WHY I LEFT THE FIRST ONE...I stilled loved my ex-wife...That part is true....AS your read this ladies... Saying to your selves. Well than you shouldn't of left... Serves you right...THERE WERE OTHER THINGS GOING SOUTH IN MY Marriage. I can't write everything...I'D BE HERE FOR DAYS...So don't judge me ,without know all the facts... Well back to Doug's world.I was texting my ex-wife....seeing how she was doing,things like that, when Kelly went out....I had no one to talk to. I quietly loaded my car ,and when she did it again... I WAS GONE....Well being homeless now,no money, pack emergency food kit.... I was once again F**K .... So dum ass Doug...started talking to my ex. Ask her, if i could stay there till i got some funds.( Oh i forgot to mention, i never stop loving my ex-wife,trust me when i say this..)when we were getting divorce, I took all the abuse, Never saying anything bad about her). Back to the story.Well she said yea come over,you can sleep on the cot....NOT MY BED...While i go on a bossiness trip.Only till i get back. Great, i get to see her.Talk to her,and so on. Well now I'm living at the house ,see the kids all the time.Life's good. Me and ex started talking,without fighting.Life's really going well. Got remarried...I'M back home,where i belong. Life's really good....WRONG AGAIN.....(Remember this is Doug's world's..) Well now i come to find out she always on her phone..I find a tx message,here tony,here's my number,so i show this to my kid.. So i got a witness to this. She denies everything, It's work related...good thing i got my kid ,she's caught...Here's a better one than that. There's a guy in her phone that blows her kisses.Yea there doing blowing kisses ALRIGHT.....Now what's she going to say work related...YEA RIGHT.....She says were just friends....yea with benefits....well tonight. i made a descion....to leave again....My heart, is broke...i don't trust her no more....She can go F**K HER-SELF....Well this time i'm not getting F**K IN COURT....Well that's Doug's world.....And hers the real kicker....She got treated with respect,treated like a queen....really....Well i'm tierd of getting treated and taking avage of...Welcome To Dougs WORLD..... aka got to find place to to live aganin.with no money.nothing.Cause i spent all my money,on a queen.WHO NEVER LOVE ME ...The way i loved her....

My Side!! Yes we drifted apart and he cheated twice with the same girl. That is why the last 5 years were bad. When he left it completely devastated me. I was destroyed tried to talk to him, work it out. Nothing he choose her. Life moves on. I did some things I am not proud of while we apart. The past is the past, I left it long before we even considered getting back together. My love for him was too strong for me to be with anyone else. They could never compare to him. We did get back together and remarried life could not be any better, wrong enter Doug's world. He can not get over the fact that I have not nor will I ever cheat. Maybe he is trying to justify his cheating by trying to see if I will cheat, then maybe his conscious will be at ease, I didn't cheat even when we were together and knew he was cheating on me. Why would I do it now. The guy Anthony was business related and the other I have told him I am happily married and to stop texting me. Kelly did a real number on him physically and psychologically, did a lot of damage. He now tracks my phone, doesn't want me to use face book because I have male friends from high school. I have nothing to hide. I leave my phone around so he can check it any time he wants and every number he has questioned me about was work related or mutual friends. When he is Doug's world it is extremely hard the way he yells at me and the things he says hurt real bad. He says that he doesn't trust me when I have never given him a reason not to. He needs to stop treating me like his ex. I wanted a fresh start but its hard, I can not seem to get out of her shadow, she is still destroying my life. I have done everything that he has asked me to do, no questions asked to prove that I am not cheating. he still doesn't believe me. when Doug's world surfaces he pushes me away. If you love someone as much as you say you do than this shouldn't be an issue. It was my choice to get back with you why would I ruin it by doing something stupid. When Doug's world is gone we have a great marriage, things are actually better than before like it was when we first met in 1989. We are very happy, affectionate with one another, best friends, etc. Then Doug's world happens almost weekly. I'm in this for the long haul, so he needs to get help or deal with it some other way. I love him more than he knows and if any one should have trust issues, it should be me. There is truth and facts with that. Three important keys to any relationship are intimacy, communication and trust. If unfortunately he can't get out of Doug's world and chooses to leave, I will still be here for him, like I was before and will be single for the rest of my life. I love this man even more now than before only time will how this will end. Hopefully it will be very happy forever.